MARGARITA....THAT'S A GIRL'S NAME, RIGHT?

May 5th....the date of my surgery. I guess I misunderstood the clinic, I thought we'd be scheduling the surgery immediately. Oh well. I can wait a month, right? What is one more month of waiting after TWO YEARS of trying? I can wait a month. I'll have to go out for a few Margaritas and Coronas on Quatro De Mayo I guess. Or maybe Tres De Mayo. At least it is another month of being able to drink Margaritas and Coronas. (This should not be what comforts me and gets me through it all!!!!)

TREAT ME RIGHT

Two months later....on the cusp of beginning our first "fertility treatments" since going to the local clinic. We'll find out on Friday, after all the tests we've done the last two weeks have been collected and analyzed, what the next step is. I am starting to get hopeful again.

I hate that. It is the perfcet scenario to be set up for disappointment, yet again.